When everything becomes awkward !

Sometimes when things change and go wrong, our minds refuse to believe it and our hearts hope that its not true. We start acting normal hoping that it’s only in our heads.. Yet everything feels different! And even worse, it feels awkward.. You can feel the awkwardness even in things that would normally seem okay. And the silence becomes awkward, the talks become awkawrd and what seemed music to your ears became the source of your heartache..And awkwardness becomes the only normal.. You start avoiding eachother, and every sweet thing that used to remind us of them became something bitter..Things really changed and all our thoughts, actions and most importantly feelings will depend on our ability to understand and accept the change . we act like we understand or whats even worse pretend that we do because we can’t understand anymore! And we act like we feel normal or whats even worse pretend that we do because we can’t feel like it anymore! And we act like we listen or whats even worse pretend we do because we can’t listen anymore! And it's only about asking questions, pretending that we have found the answers and wishing that things will change one day!