I break down and cry ..

That's a 10 years old piece that I wrote in 2003 ! When I remember the tears I’ve cried, And the memories that have died, I break down and cry… When I remember my heartache, And the love which was a great mistake, I break down and cry… When I remember your name, engraved in my heart, And my little wishes to never get apart, I break down and cry… When I remember that I was forgotten,And my memory turned to be rotten, I break down and cry… When I remember losing my happiness and smiles, And you paving the way to them with miles, I break down and cry… When I remember the ugly truth that was so clear, And my dreadful pain, which was sever, I break down and cry… When I remember I needed no gesture, no sigh And the truth did appear as the time elapsed by, I break down and cry… When I remember losing my innocence and my purity, And you never had the feeling of shame or guilty, I break down and cry… When I remember the fake, untrue feelings, And the words that totally lost their meanings, I break down and cry… When I remember the promises that have been promised, And the every good thing that you’ve missed, I break down and cry… When I remember that I was ready to compromise, And that you’ve been acting like a devil in disguise, I break down and cry… When I remember the way u wanted to hold me tight, And the way you acted, while am out of your sight, I break down and cry… When I remember the one, who was nice, And tried to melt my heart which was made of ice, I break down and cry… When I remember your touch, your look, And the first of everything you took, I break down and cry… When I remember that you were everything in my life, And your voice saying I am your all, your wife, I break down and cry… When I remember that all those things were deception, And you’ve been trying to deceive me in perfection, I break down and cry… When I remember the amends you used to make, And the love passion and feelings you used to fake, I break down and cry… When I remember the things you’ve done for my sake, And my heart which you tried in everyway to break, I break down and cry… When I remember the hurting words you’ve said, And making me feel like I’m dead, I break down and cry… When I remember your soul uniting with mine, And leaving in morning as the sun did shine, I break down and cry… When I remember all the bad things that you made, And the ugly memories which doesn't want to fade, I break down and cry… When I remember the weird reasons you used to tell, And trying in every possible way sending me to hell, I break down and cry… When I remember how fast u did let go of me, And the ugly evidence you’ve been helping me to see I break down and cry… When I remember your unfaithfulness and ingratitude, And your strange and elusive attitude, I break down and cry… When I remember that you’ve betrayed me in every way, And the sleepless nights you’ve helped me to stay, I break down and cry… When I remember that you’ve turned me into wreck, And made everything in my life do suck, I break down and cry… When I remember my agony and my depression, And the great, unbearable and unforgettable lesson, I break down and cry… When I remember how you did capture my heart, And that you were fooling and deceiving me from the start, I break down and cry… When I remember the memories you’ve buried and revive, And trying to make me never feel alive, I break down and cry… When I remember your love that doesn’t want to fade away, And you acting with me as if I am a prey, I break down and cry… When I remember the insincere feeling you had, And the endure treatment that turned me sad, I break down and cry… When I remember that I was ready to cope with all this, And thinking of your love as a great bliss, I break down and cry…. When I remember that you used to think of my love, And the things I’ve done for you as a gift from above, I break down and cry… When I remember that I was too possessive, And you were too submissive, I break down and cry… When I remember that to me u were priority one, And to you I was kind of a game just for fun, I break down and cry… When I remember that to me you were priceless, And to you I was something worthless, I break down and cry… When I remember how we used to stick together, And thought that our love is going to stay forever, I break down and cry… But now I discovered that no use for me to cry, After realizing that your love is an empty meaningless LIE