The Fear You Won't Fall ..

And it all starts by meeting a person. A person that you choose to believe that you will never fall for because they are not your type and you will never be on the same page.. Or you choose to convince yourself that you will never be on the same page.. And then you get to know them.. the more you know them, the more you choose to convince yourself that you will not fall for them.. And every step you get closer, you are not only closer to them, you are closer to fall.. the closer you get, the more you convince yourself you won't fall.. And every step you think you took back is a step that gets you closer and brings a lot of fear! And you start ticking boxes in your head .. And then you start neglecting your mind and start crossing lines in your heart..And you start falling.. And you enjoy it.. And then your fear wins again.. So you stop crossing lines in your heart and start ticking boxes in your head..Because your fear of falling, your fear of suffering and your selfishness became bigger than your courage to fall and be with this person.. And after ticking all the boxes in your head, you start crossing all the lines in your heart again because you no longer think about the fear you won't fall.. And it becomes too late, because every time you have let them down was a time that pushed them further.. And every time you ignored them was a time they shed a tear, and every time they were disappointed is a time that made them untick a box in their head ... If you fall for someone let them know because who knows if tomorrow never comes!! PS: the title is the name of my fav song Youtube Link: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LIvU1ETg7H8